As I grow older, I realize that not everything I want is good for my health; mentally and physically. Almost a half of my life I used to wanting someone so badly and making them to want me back. It's safe to say that I managed to do it, but it never ends up well. I am always hurt. I'll be soon 32, and I'll try so fucking hard to NOT let myself crave for someone to love me back. This time, I'll love back.